Ok, let me describe myself first. I am that guy who you fear being alone with. I am white, large, 275 lbs 6' 4" and built like a grizzly bear. I wear a black bandanna, black leather jacket, black jeans, and black steal toe boots. I got long brown hair and am unshaven, I look a lot like a biker. I am not an attractive man, I am a rough looking ugly mother fucker so I ain't some little pretty boy playing your silly little half-assed forced fantasy role play. I am a mother fucking beast, a demon in human flesh with cold hatred in my eyes who sees you as a piece of meat to use.

So knowing this now, here is my fantasy:

I ride the CTA a lot, Chicago buses and L-trains. Commonly I am around UIC, downtown, and the North side. In these places you see these little yuppie cunts with their little pretty boyfriends. They are off in their own little happy world, never even meeting South and West side animals like myself.

Well my fantasy is this, I want to follow one of these little yuppie cunts and their pretty boy off the bus. I would stalk them for a good long time, until they reach a nice secluded area. In this area, I'd approach them from behind.

First, I'd grab the woman from behind and drag her into an alley. Now the pretty boy has two options to him. The first option is to flee from an obviously physically stronger man. This is not my preferred option, because then I can only have half the fun. My preferred option is that the little bitch ignores his commonsense and tries to play the hero.

Now, pretty boy trying to play the knight in shinning armor, this is where I get my first bit of fun. I'd throw the cunt to the ground and charge the pretty boy bitch. My large demonic self tackles him to the ground. Then I start punching the shit out of his head while I am on top of him and have him pinned.

While he is still mentally coherent, I'd fucking taunt him saying "What the fuck you trying to act like a man for pretty boy? This ain't what you are good at little boy. I mean you can't even protect yourself from me, how you going to protect her? Kid, I am going to beat you until you are retarded and then I am going to rape your whore." After taunting him, I'd bash his head into the concrete until he no longer is conscious.

Now the cunt is there sobbing in fear, wondering if I beat the little pretty boy to death. What she should be worrying about is her own ass, cuz I am taking it hard and rough. First I'd grab her by the throat and tell her, if she fights or screams for help, I am slitting her boyfriend's throat. Then, I'd lick the side of her face, trying to get a taste of this little cunt.

Next I'd rip her fucking shirt off of her the expose her chest. As I feel up and hold her breasts in my hands, I bite her hard and deep in the side of her neck and shoulder breaking her skin. As I suck on her blood coming from my bite, my hands slide down her body to her waist. I slide my hand into her pants and feel her ass and hips. My dick starts to get hard with the anticipation of roughly fucking this little cunt.

I then look into her face to see the tears and fear in her eyes. I lick her salty tears from her face and that taste sends shivers through my body. Now I pull her pants down to her knees and bend her over a garbage can. Then I start to lick her pussy, which is dry cuz this ain't her fantasy at all, this is her nightmare. I tongue and finger her, enjoying every fucking second as my dick gets harder and harder. I then rise up and lean into her, letting her feel my hard dick through my jeans. I then unbutton and unzip my pants pulling my hard cock out.

First I just stroke my cock against her ass and thighs, so I feel her and she feels what is going to happen next. Then I spread her legs apart an push her down into the garbage can with my left hand. Now I began to run my cock against her pussy, she sobs as she feels this. She begins to tell me "please don't, please don't" and these words just drive me forward. I force myself into her hard and she screams in agony.

That scream I feel through my entire body and sends me into a state of ecstasy. I then begin pumping into her hard and rough, she screams every time I push into her and the demon in me just keeps going faster and harder. As I pump into her I grab her with both hands around the neck and alternate between choking her and releasing her throat so she can breath. See I don't want this cunt to die, I want her to live with this for a very long time.

Thinking about this torment this cunt is going to live with drives me to cum. As I cum I send out a loud deep guttural scream of rage. After that, I feel and stroke her body with my hands. My cock is still inside her, but I am no longer thrusting into her. I am just soaking in the moment feeling every last bit, cuz this is the last time I will be with her.

I finally pull my cock out of her and zip up my pants. Then I take the butterfly knife out of my pocket and approach her still unconscious boyfriend. I go to work on his face with my knife, cutting off ears, cutting his cheeks lips, and nose up, but leaving his eyes alone.

See, I want this pretty boy to see the world I see. I want for him to see women repulsed by him. I want him to have the same empty longing for love, lust, or a kind smile that I have. I want him to see women turn their faces away from him, see women get out the same room as him, see women him leave him alone and isolated. I want him to turn to drink, feel the cold rage, and for him to realize how painful and cruel the world is. I want to remake him in my image as if I were some cruel dark god.

Finally, I walk away into the night, either to be caught by cops or never seen again.

So, that is my fantasy kids. I am sure it is not what you are looking for.

--Oh and, no I have no interest in raping anyone for real. This is just a dark fantasy I have, but I would never go through with it, because deep down I understand no one deserves this truly. This fantasy is just part of the demon that lives inside of me that has kept me alive for almost 2 decades. Though this demon has some control over me, it does not have the control that I'd let it rape or maim.